Friday, July 28, 2006

(Un)happy Anniversary

Four years ago today, I got married. Not so long at all, but many, many lifetimes ago. The weather today is very similar to what it was on our wedding day--slightly gray and overcast. But today I don't have the feeling that the sun is about to come out.

My love,
Every day we had together was a beautiful surprise. Sometimes it's hard to believe there was a time when I didn't feel lonely, sad, or numb. I miss you everywhere I go, and every minute that I exist.
If you were here, we'd go out to lunch, and hold hands, and talk about what a miracle it was that we found each other, and how we never expected the kind of happiness our marriage had brought us.
I love you always.
Your wife.

6 Comments:

At 1:57 PM , Blogger susan said...

It's so unfair that you didn't have more time together. I'm thinking of you, and I marvel every time at the quality of love you had with your husband. It is a beautiful thing, and I'm sorry there isn't more.

 
At 5:05 PM , Blogger Phantom Scribbler said...

I'm so sorry, Dorcasina.

 
At 6:20 PM , Blogger bitchphd said...

Oh I'm sorry. Happy anniversary. Unhappy anniversary. It's hard to believe it was just four years ago. It seems like the lifetime it was.

 
At 7:59 AM , Blogger Professing Mama said...

I didn't realize these past few weeks that your anniversary was approaching. I'm sorry. While I know it's not a "happy" day because he is not here, I hope you can treasure the happy times you had together.

I'm just so sorry that you didn't have more of those times together. As Susan said, it's so unfair--and as I would say, it completely sucks.

 
At 8:22 PM , Blogger Yankee, Transferred said...

Oh dear, Dorcasina. Oh, dear.

 
At 3:12 PM , Blogger Snickollet said...

What a loss, what sadness after such joy.

You're in my thoughts always.

 

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